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[...another beat. no, he's not going to answer that]
I wanted it to work, and I did everything I could to be a good boyfriend, and to make her happy. But in the end I just -- could never think about her that way. [he enjoyed the planning, the stagecraft of it. but not so much the -- being with Shirley]
I just don't know how to tell her when she hasn't experienced any of that for herself.