I *just* got permission from Apa to have C.C. temporarily out, just to make the log go faster. sob.
[ he looks at her back now, and then stiffens slightly as she starts to do her work, his eyes widening a little. it feels like the hairs on his skin are standing up, that same electric feeling, only when he goes to smooth them down they aren't. breathing, breathing, and then watching Lelouch closely for any improvements. even the tiniest improvement.
that this could help Euphie -- that it could help anyone else here -- Suzaku's brain isn't there yet. won't go there until it actually works. staying in the present sometimes keeps him sane, and it's what he's using now.
but his finger is on the button to call C.C., let her know -- if it works. (when it works; thanks, Soubi.) ]