[He didn't want someone to help him! It was irrational, he knew, but he didn't want someone poking at him, trying to examine him, figure him out. He didn't want that. He hated that. What he needed was Alle and Tieria and Lyle and Neil and Sumeragi and everyone he ever really cared about. That's what he needed, what he wanted... but he lacked the ability to say that, to understand that, to vocalize that.]
They aren't bad when... when I sleep... with someone.