[Risa listens to all this, her heartrate slowing a little and the tears drying up. She feels badly for reminding him of things that get him so worked up, and silly for always being so upset when everyone else is so calm.]
I'm sorry, Suzaku-san... this is all just... I'm a regular high school student. I've never had anyone die around me before. I d-didn't know that teasing Otani was so bad, I honestly didn't. I'm - I'm trying not to be scared, but sometimes...