[But he stops himself. He's made Itachi angry. He doesn't know how, or why, and it pisses him off and makes him want to argue but that will just make Itachi angrier.
It isn't fair. It isn't fair that Itachi gets to have all of Sasuke, gets to know everything about him, gets to understand him, gets to control him - and Sasuke gets nothing. He still can't see through to what Itachi wants. It's maddening. He wants to say to Itachi - you owe me this, after what you put me through.
But he says nothing. He just watches Itachi going, wanting to follow but unable to move with limbs that feel like they're weighted down with lead.]