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[She starts to play with her necklace again; then, with a deep breath, she starts to talk.]
I first noticed him because he was so cute - he was young, not too young but young-looking even for his age, and all done up like a punk. Facial piercings, spiky blue hair, bondage pants, torn shirt, the whole deal. And he had this real - tough, distant air about him. It was so different than how he looked.
But then I got to know him, and he had this real soft side. He would listen to me, really listen, not write me off as a poor little rich girl or something. He worried about how I felt. He made me feel like - like I was worth more than just my voice, or my face. Like I mattered as a person.
[The tears are coming now, her voice starting to hitch as she starts to cry.] B-b-but my bassist - we were in r-rival bands, and because he was so young - he said we couldn't be together anymore. And he runs everything about the band, including us, so I had to listen. I used to love him so much - Takumi, the bassist - but I didn't understand - how could he do that to me?
[Finally crying in earnest] And now I might never see him again. Nothing sorted out, nothing said that had to be said, and I'm gone. And some other me is with him.