...Lavi is very good at hiding things. [and this all hurts a lot for him, too, so he says it slowly] I think he's not always honest with himself, much less others. So I -- can't really say what he experienced in Road's dream, or what he did to come out of it. We were in the middle of enemy territory, and on a time limit, so he probably tried not to think about it too much at all.
But he -- tried to hurt himself, when he woke up. [looking at Conrad, his gray eyes soft and serious] If he had succeeded, it would have been so much worse than the attacks I knew he didn't mean.