[He's holding very still, excruciatingly aware of each fractional movement Kaname makes closer, each fractional unit of distance still between them, each breath between them, his so unsteady. For once he really isn't thinking of anything, just -- aware, and it's strange, disorienting, not entirely pleasant or unpleasant.
[Kaname is... very close.
[And then he speaks, and heat rushes into Lelouch's face, just -- dizzying with embarrassment and awkwardness and he doesn't even know, can't imagine how Kaname can just say something like that, can't begin to think how he should react to it, it all just sends him into even more of a tailspin. He manages to command, tightly] Don't play games with me. [and then feels vulnerable why did he say that]
[[ooc: ilu. this tag can be summed up with "sdflksjdlggkj" x9000]]