maybe a little bit... distant, or... something. hollow? --no, that's too strong (too unpleasant) a word. Suzaku shakes it off; it isn't like he hasn't been engaging in plenty of platonic kisses himself tonight. he reaches up to touch the hand that's touching him, just light, and then takes a step back to break the kiss as the robot cheers for and releases them.
in spite of everything he still has butterflies in his stomach. tense, swirling, uncomfortable butterflies. maybe that's the best way to describe this feeling. sm, smiles for Kaname ]