[It was a great thing that Aidan hadn't misunderstood him right then. He's certainly grateful that Aidan was listening, ACTUALLY listening because it really did explain everything he'd been feeling, or at least why he was feeling that way. Especially not even KNOWING Saya and seeing him that choked up and upset about everything to stay in for days to sulk?
He tossed his cigarette into the sink and wrapped his arms firmly around his lover, holding him tight. He laid his cheek against him and frowned softly.]
I know. I know it's just your nature and I don't think there's anything really to do. I just need to get used to it. I know you won't leave me just like that but... shit you bond so quickly to people and I was a special case as is.
What if, what if you meet someone and your heart changes. What if you fall in love with a girl, like you always wanted, like you were meant to? It's so stupid, but it scares the hell out of me. I know you promised you wouldn't leave me, but still... Hearts can change despite everything, mine almost did...