[Helix falls silent, accepting all of this as is, only slightly relieved that Aidan was okay with it. But all in all there was more to all of this. He has his reasons for being jealous and wary of Aidan's relationship with Yuuri of course. But the way Aidan was around his friends didn't exactly help his insecurity.]
Aidan, do you realize how confusing you are? The way you act around these people you barely know, these people you call friends? You could know someone from one encounter and treat them like they're your family.
Like this... Saya. I've never seen you this broken up about ANYTHING and if I didn't know better I'd think you just lost someone you loved. [He frowned.] it's not that I don't believe what you said, because I do. It's just... it's awkward for me.
It's hard not to get jealous of it or worry you'll develop something deeper for someone else... [Aidan wasn't gay, probably still isn't. He still liked girls didn't he? Helix knew he was a special exception and he worried it was only a matter of time till Aidan's heart changed again and he fell in love with a girl.]
And watching how you and Yuuri are together is... it hurts. [A sigh.] I know you don't mean it and I know you care a lot about people but... it's just, hard for me I guess. It's stupid.