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... [This is about when those red eyes no longer make contact, cast off elsewhere as his hand idly brushes his bandaged throat. Ever wonder why his neck is always wrapped up Aidan? Even if he seems to be perfectly fine.]
That thing is just a part of me that wants to destroy everything in it's path. It was made for it. And because of the gas I couldn't control it.
[He's contemplating showing Aidan the neckring, but decides against it. He drops his hand and looks into the feed at Aidan.]
I don't remember much at all. When it takes over I generally see nothing. I lose myself completely and when I wake up...
[He hesitates, whatever it is it's bad and he can't speak of it.]
We were lucky that I managed to intervene when I did. [Or you'd be dead.]