[All things considered he doesn't blame Reid for not trusting him. He wouldn't trust him much either. But maybe that's why he's been so open and casual lately... maybe he wants to prove something. It's hard to say, because he's not really thinking about it so much as just... going with what feels right.]
... [Just kind of, so unsure about that response. He shakes his head, giving up. You're a lost cause man. Also he's pulling out a cigarette and a lighting up even if he shouldn't smoke in the library. Inhale and slow release.]
So what you're saying is you have no other way of enjoying life? Nothing at all you want to do?
[Another shake of his head, that's just fucking sad. He sighs heavily and makes his first move.]