[she'd be pretty steamed if Touma somehow managed to kill those people before she did, if they showed up. but she saves it; she's starting to realize her talk of vengeance is kind of unsavory.]
I feel like she has... I know I'm still like this—my face and body are visibly ruined, but I sort of feel a little normal again. Moving feels normal, my back doesn't hurt, my veins and muscles don't feel on fire, and since I'm away from the those people, my head doesn't hurt all the time.
They put something in me that they used to control me. I don't know what it was, but they would get inside my head. Fighting it all the time was agonizing.
...I do kind of feel like I can't get closure while I'm here, though. [oops, she's over-sharing again. what is her deal?? is she that desperate to just talk to someone about it? she tries to pull back a bit and is kind of hugging the beach-ball loosely instead of holding it under her arm.] I don't know how to feel about being here, honestly. Sorry that I'm ranting.