[He should like talking about her, because she's amazing. But talking about her was just too hard, and makes him feel too upset, as if he were back in the moment he was in with her before getting here. But he felt like he wanted to talk about it, so he starts to do so. He's already told other people about her, what's one more person?]
She was the kindest person who greeted everyone with a smile. She always cheerful and thought the best of everyone, even if they're a selfish shithead like me. She took care of me and was like a mother to me after our parents died when I was really little. She knew me and understood me better than anyone else.