[She pauses, debating the wisdom of telling him something so personal, but in the end she feels it may help.]
I got my father killed, two years ago. I decided that our country was wrong for waging its war, and defected. The military didn't find me, but they found my father.
Of course I regret that he died, and that I didn't prevent it. But in the end, I stopped the fighting, and I took up his former post as the leader of the colonies. Even though he was killed, I still believe I can make him proud of me.
I'm sure you can still make your sister proud, Sougo. You're not a bad person. I thought this before, but hearing you now I have never been more certain of it.