[A third time, a shake of her head. She hasn't much faith in her ability to fight it, not with how good she knows it would feel to just let herself get lost in those sickening thoughts.]
[And... there's something he needs to know about that. All those reasons she hadn't told him before seem so irrelevant now...] It will just happen again.
So -- Zero promised he would kill me once this is over. Once Diva is gone. [She peels away from him enough to look at his face. You have to accept this, Hei -- she needs you to.]