not everything is gonna be the way you think it ought to be;
Yeah, totally.
[ she's not actually convinced. also, there's a modicum of guilt of never having directly made it up to wesley herself. ]
Okay, probably not. But that's our gig, right? All about the Catholic guilt.
[ is this where she asks if it was worth it; if he won? that used to be all that mattered to faith. coming out on top is the only way she could measure her life in terms of living it. is she so changed from just a few years in the clink, that it's a no-nissue anymore? maybe not. maybe she's grown enough to realize that maybe angel doesn't measure things that way, even if she has a hard time figuring it out for herself. ]