I had given my word that I would resign if my judgment was compromised; it just took a while to understand how irresponsibly and illogically I had been acting all along.
I would like to think I am seeing things clearly, but am I truly? The pull Diva has over me will never be gone. So how can I be certain my judgment is not guided by that bond? I believe you are the one who said that I shouldn't take even the tiniest risk when it comes to others' safety.