You won't. The only way I'd leave you is if you didn't want me.
[He meant it. He was stubborn in a lot of different ways and he wanted to stay with Aidan no matter what. But he knew he was no good with people. He worried that his own nature would hinder Aidan's ability to be sociable and happy. He worried that things like this would happen.
He could try. He would try, but he couldn't promise anything. Being civil for Helix was being quiet and avoiding someone he didn't like.]