[She's silent as she thinks about that. Despite wanting to just blurt out "yes, I would" and hope that would solve it, she's going to make an attempt to be fair.]
I suppose it depends on what I would do with mine. You don't want me to kill him, right?
[She doesn't need an answer to that, though, so she keeps going. Rambling, really.] But I can accomplish that if I track him down and stab him with the sword he gave me in the first place. Or even a kitchen knife, really. It would not be difficult in his current position. And I confess I truly want to do that. I would not mind dealing with the repercussions of that action.
I have already lost everything to him once. Now I have friends, loved ones, and a- a home. I can't risk letting him take anything away from me again.
So why didn't I just go find him and kill him?
[This, too, is a genuine question. She's staring down at her hands.]