We both know none of that was your fault! But if you want to go there, last time I checked I killed my best friend on accident! So there's that. I still can't believe you forgave me for that...
[Oh man, the guilt is coming back... Karkat's just gonna curl into himself a bit, slouching more.]
I am not... Can we just stop talking about this? Please. It's not doing anything good and it's just making shit awkward. You feel bad you don't feel the same way, I get that and it's okay. I don't even know if I feel that way about you so are we going to continue beating a dead hoofbeast?