[It may come off as being glad he couldn't have stolen his kill, his satisfaction. But in reality he never wanted Aidan to have to take a life. He didn't want his hands stained in blood like his were. He couldn't protect Aidan from everything but he wanted to keep that moral compass safe. Helix would gladly kill for him. But more importantly he would never have wanted Aidan to bear witness to any of it. Especially his blood rage, how he lost control of himself and brutally murdered those men.]