I understand how that is. I'm pretty sure I made the right choice... So I don't think it's impossible. The first time I talked to someone about it was- just a few months ago, actually. My friend Caroline. She told me that since I was dating Arashi, that must have meant that I loved him better; I don't know if that was it, although that's true now. But she did tell me that instead of being sad all the time and always feeling torn inside, that I should just keep my feelings for Hiro in my heart and let my feelings for Arashi grow. It helped me a lot; maybe that could help you, too - if you can make that kind of decision yet.