[Despite his reassurances, she knows he isn't doing well with this. She can see now why AR was so desperate to keep his feelings covered up, though she has no regrets about knowing them now.]
[All of her regret is about how willingly she accomplished it, and over extremely selfish reasons. If it had been a true accident and she didn't have these feelings for AR, she knows WV would have handled the news perfectly well. Her conduct is not becoming behavior of a queen, or even of a friend.]
[Of course, she could promise to never do it again and easily accomplish it, but that seemed counter to the whole point, or to building trust between the three of them.] Perhaps.
Even if I can't take it back, I don't feel very good about troubling you.
[She wants to just keep apologizing until hopefully the words make it go away, but no, she'll forbid herself from speaking another with this matter.] I don't want you to think that I'm not happy with you... I am. I am so very happy.