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[It was strange, the mixture of surprise and the lack there of that Oz felt as he listened to Willow tell him about what had happened the previous year. A part of him wasn't surprised. Looking back he remembered feeling as if she had started using magic too much, for unnecessary things, that she was trying things that she couldn't control. But back then he had chalked it up to her love of learning new things. She'd always been kind of a bookworm. Hindsight is almost always twenty-twenty. The surprise came in the fact that the magic had beaten her for a bit. Instead of controlling the magic, she let it control her.
They were both teetering left and right on the tightrope of control. And some days were better than others. And he decided to voice that thought.]
The key point here is that you finally realized what was going on. It's a day by day thing. It's... some days are better than others. I get it.