[He draws in another deep breath filled with the smell of the cells mixed with sandwiches and Willow scent. He wants to reach out and touch that red hair that he missed so much. But he doesn't want to make any sudden movements or contact and he isn't entirely sure it would be welcome even if he did. So instead, his hands rest lightly on his knees.]
I had all the control over the wolf. I mean I had learned... back home. Here is different. The sun and the moon outside the dome aren't real. And I guess I have the fact that I could skip full moons and wolf out when I wanted or needed to to blame for the confusion the wolf feels now. I can't always control it here. I'm having to relearn.
[It's hard, having no control over something he had worked so hard to have control over for so long.] I'm working on it... but I'm sorry that I have to be... careful about this. For now.
ooc: I am so sorry about this slow thread. I got sick and haven't really been online all last week into the weekend. I'll understand if you want to drop it. ♥