[ voice ]
[ she just pauses for a while, turning something over in her head. it's hard, always will be. but it needs to be said. in person, if possible, but she'll take anything at this point. ]
Oz... [ she knows what he means and is at least glad he's not staying away because of her. her voice takes on a different tone, one of slight pain that only someone who knows her will be able to hear. ] There's something I need to tell you. Probably when we're not so... explodey. [ and in-person is implied. hence the explodey comment. ]