This was always so frustrating and confusing to him. He just didn't understand.
"Why?"
He didn't get why anyone should even care that he was throwing a fucking tantrum cause his friend left. He was being punished wasn't he? Because he lashed out and did something childish because he was bored. Then again, he didn't really think about the difference between throwing a fit and having a panic attack. He was scared out of his wits and even if it had made him upset he was more lost than anything.