[For a moment she forgets to breathe. With ease his lips capture hers, breath escaping along with it, but all she can do is freeze. Liquid brown eyes widen, fingers spread wide at her side in astonishment. All of it happens quicker than she can react, and in mockery to the situation her mind halts. Any rational response doesn't form, too taken aback to think.
This isn't according to plan.
Heart racing, her stomach drops as convoluted feelings mix sickeningly inside, churning in her confusion and uncertainty. It aches, heavy and real, unable to be ignored without any escape possible.
A hand on his chest pushes him down, before she pulls back. Although she doesn't know when they began, a trail of salty tears falls to either side of her cheeks, dropping to his beneath her. She stares like a deer caught in the headlights, unsure of it's course of action, and so instead remains frozen.]
Please... not right now.
[This way and that her head begins to shake in a repeating pattern, words stumbling broken from her parted lips.]
I can't - I... not right now, I don't know how to... [She swallows. Understand. Please Zero, don't be hurt. Understand...] It's too much for me...
[Gaze full of pain, she searches his expression.]
Zero...
[I'm so sorry. Everything is still too fresh and raw]