I don't think you have to be afraid here. I've met people can be rude and obnoxious, but I've also seen that they're pretty much accepting of who you are.
Then you're on the Defense Force. People would be looking up to you, because they know you'll be helping them out!
[ Kohran lowers her gaze, only to look at her hand on that of the Knuckle as her mind forms an apology. I'm sorry I have to hide things from you too... ] I won't tell anyone, I promise.