I didn't give up! I just fucked everything up. I kept trying to fix everything I did wrong but I just kept making mistakes like the huge idiot I am! Just can't help myself, I'm so stupid! Aradia was always there helping me fix my mistakes and then I just kept making them and she stopped and fuck. I don't know what to do, Ampora! It all happened so fast and I didn't think I'd forgive you or even see you again and then, fuck, Gamzee started hunting us down and honking those horns. Those stupid horns!
[Someone is freaking the fuck out.]
I didn't know what to do!
And I messed up! I just fucking left Captor, blind and alone with a murderous clown running around picking us off like some fucking wriggler in desperate need of finger paints!
And yeah, sure you die but it's my fucking fault! All of it is! So yeah I'm going to beat myself up over it as much as I want! So, sorry but fuck you!