[That brings her to a full stop, breath catching and smile vanished. The way he was asking about the cleaning she thought he was returned thinking no time had passed and just missed the announcement. Or maybe she wasn't thinking at all and she just wanted to skip this part of things.]
Oh...Guilford. [Softly]
I'm sorry. I thought you... [She shakes her head slightly as if trying to reset herself. She can't start there. He won't understand.]
Yes, I'm alive. It's complicated. [She wonders if he's thinking of the massacre. She knows she is right now.]