[Saya's hands have fallen on his chest, she didn't realize until her fingers tighten in the fabric, the action meant to steady her but somehow accomplishing the opposite. The first kiss stills her utterly, her body and her breath, eyes fixed. She doesn't deserve such kindness, and now of all times -- ]
[The warmth of his lips brushes the corner of her mouth and she chokes on her exhale, shivering against him. Her mouth starts to drift toward his but stark fear leaves the movement incomplete. Selfishness, that's all it is, this want she as to stay as close as they can for now because who knows how long they have, and she can't, she shouldn't give in to that...]
[she tries to say something around a too-thick breath but it sticks in her throat.]