end of hiatus, son of post
[ Now everyone is crying and AR ... doesn't know what to do. He's not capable of crying right now and besides, he wouldn't want anyone to see him do so, even if he feels he should at the loss of his very existence. But, that fact is not really settling with him right now.
He's at more of a loss than he's ever been and it just seems to get worse. He can't think of much to say, but he desperately tries to say anything right now. ]
WV... [ he finally sits down ] It's not something to ... ... please do not worry. Despite what the universe may dictate order is born out... of... plenty of things.
[ He understands and appreciates the sentiment more than anyone could possibly understand. but right now he's having a tough time expressing it. ]
... Of course we can. There is always hope. Even when it seems there is none at all. Or.. at the very least there is the idea of hope, order when things are chaotic.
[ There's a sinking feeling in his gut, a terribly selfish but nonetheless real feeling that he hopes what they say about not leaving him is true. He knows it's wrong to think this, but he does and he hates himself for it. ]
Even... if it is.. as things as they are back at... I am... very glad to have met you both.