[The voice coming across the feed is that of someone who's failing miserably at keeping his emotions under control.]
I... How am I supposed to stop St. Binah from falling from here?! How... how I am supposed to do anything?!
[It's not like he can argue with the voice that told him it was "best" for him to be here. That's probably what most people thought. Hell, that's what he thought, on some level. He'd wanted to make up for it so much, but obviously this... this "Acumen" thing or whatever had other ideas. And it was probably right... But... he still had a responsibility, didn't he? To make up for what he'd done!]
What am I supposed to do...? I... I have to go back! I can't just... forget about it!