[private] [That...that disturbs him. More than he can put in words. Kaito's always known what to do...he's always been there and strong and never letting anything upset the place he'd made for himself...
Father...brother...it doesn't matter what Kaito is. Akito just knows that he needs him. And that at the same time, he's not sure if he can bring himself to forgive him]
I h-hat-te th-this...s-so m-much-ch.... [He can't do this anymore. It's got to stop somehow. But what can he do? How can he fix this so that everything will just...work? He wants his family. He needs it. There has...has to be a way...some way to fix this...]