[private] [--her. Gazelle. It brings up another train of thought that hadn't risen until now, but the mention of her brings it forth. He's hugging his legs tight enough to hurt]
...Gazelle-chan...she's all that's important now, isn't she? Compared to her I'm nothing...she means everything to you. [His tone is strangely blank, though the hint of tears is still there] Everything that's happened has been because of her...not just here, but ever since... [He's not blaming Gazelle, exactly. He's...trying to understand. Trying to work out why it feels like he doesn't matter anymore.
He almost misses those quieter words, but he does catch them. He can't reply though. A choked sob catches in his throat, stopping his words. He's glad the video isn't on now. Kaito can't see the tears rolling down his face, and if he stops himself from sniffing or anything, it totally won't seem like he's crying...he can do this...