[She takes this opportunity to sit down.] And that sucks. No, really. That does sound terrible, and I can believe why you act paranoid.
But I have to be paranoid, too. There are days I really don't feel like fighting. But she does. She killed me when I was asleep, once. Woke up with my throat stitching itself back together, blood everywhere, her just laughing her ass off.
So I have to be sneaky. I have to conceal myself on a regular basis.