I see... so it is good to question what you are doing. It sounds ... strange. [But at the same time, there is a sense of relief in his voice. The fact he's been questioning is apparently a good thing]
She's here as well. I'm trying to make things right with her... I should have done more for her.
[He's actually really glad to tell someone these things that he's never really been able to say. Others probably would have laughed at him or so he thought]