uh. Can we pretend this was privated like fifteen tags ago? I fail ;;;
[why is he telling you this? and maybe a better question: of all people, why do you seem the only one who would actually not mind his choices since then?]
Neither. I didn't realize what was happening. I was protecting her from some monsters that were loose, and all of a sudden she put her hand over my mouth when it was bleeding. It was either swallow, or spit in her face... [chivalry was the tipping point, ironically.]
I wasn't aware of the changes upon waking up, only that something inside me needed to be with her. It was only that night when the first bloodlust struck did I realize what had happened.