[ ...wow, way to hit the nail on the head. The way that's phrased actually stuns him to silence. It's a major concern of his - not that his body has changed outwardly that much, but that his mind prioritizes things differently.
Not that he can resist it. After all, Diva's happiness means everything, and so far she hasn't made him do anything that separated him from his other friends, though he isn't sure what he would do if it came to that. It's a battle of the conscious versus the subconscious and, on most days, these thoughts still give him a bit of a headache. ]