[...he knows that tone. Akito knows that tone and he forcefully has to make himself let go of Alle because otherwise he'd hurt the other. Instead, he curls his hands into fists, feeling his nails biting into the palms of his hands.
Now he flinches, and he wants to explain. Kaito didn't understand, he didn't know what Alle meant to him. Just like Yuuri, just like Jennifer, he couldn't have ignored his feelings if he tried. Kaito knows him, he knows he can't help it...
But even as he tries to explain, those last words ring out.
His other freezes, gaze on the light. The dark can't go to him though, not yet, even though he wants to. Agito's shaking, trembling with anger and barely restrained urge to go after Kaito. His feelings would hurt his other right now. Golden eye glows with hatred, teeth bared in a silent snarl. Akito or not...next time he sees Kaito...
Akito can't move. Time just...stops. His head is pounding, he can't hear or see or think. His heart feels like it's stopped. An eternity passes in a second.
Then his legs give out from under him, hitting his knees and sitting back. He can't remember when he started crying, but there's tears on his face. There's nothing, nothing but those words spiralling in his head. Akito can't think, he can't feel. Is he dying? He doesn't know...
All he can focus on is the hurt. And how his heart is crumbling into pieces]