[can't even begin to describe what he feels as he hits the water and feels Yuuri's magic pull him in but the word NO is strong in there somewhere, among jumbled thoughts of dread and shock.]
[and then surfacing and realizing -- he's still here, thank the great one, and the shame in that after Yuuri had fought so hard for him -- ]
[but no more time to consider, only to grab Yuuri and hold him close.] I'm here. We're still here. [such relief in those words that surely Yuuri must find some, too?]