Some of the later fights were worse than the ones I had to see. Ushiro told me about some of them... I think I was lucky to be one of the earlier pilots.
[She can see that Jeanne's a little shocked, so she doesn't go into how hard it really was. She doesn't need to hear about kids being killed by the very weapon that saved their world.]
The memories are still so clear, that's the problem. I don't feel like I've been here over two weeks. Some of it feels just like yesterday.