You're right. Th-Thank you. [And his voice sounds awfully familiar... She just can't put her finger on it. It couldn't be someone she knows could it? That would so embarrassing she would have to kill herself. No... She would know, wouldn't she? She takes a deep breath.]
Forgive me--[she almost says "Father," but is he one? She doesn't know, maybe she should have asked first.]--for I have sinned. It has been...m-many years since my last confession.
[She pauses again, not sure where to start.]
I have inflicted pain upon others, e-even if it wasn't intentional. I have felt envy...and j-jealousy towards my friends. They've only been good to me and yet I have coveted their...strengths, I-I guess is a good word for it. It is wrong of me to be jealous of how strong they are wh-when they suffer for it.
[It sounds more pathetic when she says it out loud, doesn't it? But she can't stop now.]
I have gone against God's Will and tried to umm...t-take my own life...several times. [Even if she failed every time.]