[action]
I... [And now she's blushing even more deeply. Something's bubbling to the surface, very slowly but surely, but so far it's just a vague feeling of discomfort about this whole thing. And a lot of blushing.]
... I'm scared to. Because I know he'll say that he won't, or he can't, and it'll just be another rejection. I'm tired of people rejecting me. It's better if I just stop expecting anything from them.