I kind of lost it yesterday. [Headhang. Something about that compliment just makes her feel the need to blurt out all she's done wrong.] I yelled at this really nice woman who was just trying to help me, and then came home and couldn't stop crying. That's why I didn't wanna go home last night - I live with my friend from home, Ushiro, and I didn't want him to think I was... going crazy, or something, being so upset two nights in a row.