I will not force you to you tell me anything, but I would not mind listening.
Um... [She tries to figure out where to start. Even after telling Hiling about them in the vague way she did, it gets no easier to approach the subject.] Mostly... mostly they are about the Sovereign Slayer, and what he did to Prospit, of course.
Everything feels more twisted and frightening and helpless. I move like molasses, and the underling of his that I killed is there, and sometimes he plays a more prominent role. But the worst times are when I am him, and not only in body. I feel his bloodlust and rage as my own, and it frightens me so. I want to watch my own people's blood run through the streets like a red river and I want to watch the gold city melt down to nothing. I see myself doing nothing at all to stop him when I had the chance, before and after.