[It's actually his smile that pushes the nervousness back and brings all the guilt rushing forward. His question is lost to her as she stands up—still with no ill intent though she can feel a tension inside that she purposefully ignores.]
I'm so sorry. Those things I said and the way I treated you... Suzaku...
[There is a churning inside her of conflicting emotions, but it's regret that shows n her face as she stands there looking at him. She doesn't move any closer.]